理想的婚姻

怎样才是一个理想的婚姻？

一个理想的老公理想的老婆？

相处之道其实还蛮复杂的

如果相爱就足够完成婚姻

那婚姻之誓是什么？

如果相爱可是却不懂得互相照顾，能继续吗？

每天的争吵不会把爱给摧毁吗？

我

在想，应该找个爱你的男人

还是懂得照顾你的男人？

简单的妆容

今天来个超级简单的妆容

隐形眼镜超级重要

其实一带上去就可以见人了

至少拍照不会没有眼神

过后皮肤上一点蜜粉

简单就好

可惜我有许多的斑点

要去做镭射改善改善了

粘上双眼皮贴

我是用网壮的

非常好用

可惜粘久了眼皮会松

双眼皮手术 我来了

再来擦上睫毛膏

好了

出门！

Haze

My god 

The haze is so terrible 

I can't hardly c the sun

Walking back from work, noob face!

 

Nothing nice with the weather like this

I can't breath normally 

I really hate pollution 

My mood today: stupid human beings!!

Singk in Singapore

Yesterday was my first time singk in Singapore 

At first I assumed that they all sing English song 

But then, none of them did

I sang only two songs 

Abit shy singing with my colleagues since i am here for only four months 

I try to be friendly and talkative

But maybe I'm too shy 😒😒

The first song I sang with my pretty colleague - 简单爱

Second song I solo - 妥协

This is the only song that I can sing from beginning to the end hahaha 😂😂😂

Btw someone said my voice sound alike jolin's

And I'm happy

I like jolin 😍😍😍

I hope I can tahan for today

Pls go away sleepy face

Post a nice pic sin.. It's not yesterday pic btw

It's taken when I was driving 

Keep fit after cny

I would like to share how I keep fit after cny

It's not the best solution , but it suits me

Okay, my weight after cny is around 47kg

Oh shit, my weight normally maintain at 42 to 45

I guess the metabolism start to drop

I need to do something 

Last time, I skipped one dinner with light lunch, I can reduce 1kg

This time I can't achieve by skipping meal

1. I eat full breakfast. Eg. Mihun goreng

2. I eat vege with egg or potato for my lunch (no meat, less rice n noodle) usually I eat very little rice, or I chose dong fen or mihun

3. I took fruit or some biscuits around 5pm. It's my dinner! After this, no more food. If I'm hungry again, take in yogurt or fruit drinks

4. Exercises are required to have healthy life. I'm not hardworking enough to gain muscle, but at least reduce waist size.my aim is 23inch, but still it's far far away from me. 

I would suggest simple running in the evening for at least 30mins. I did 30mins tummy workout such as plank, sit up, squat and so on. It's very useful to gain muscle! Sometimes I go for swimming, around 1 hour restless. 

I can c my body is more fit now, still bloated and flabby, but better.. Hahaha comforting myself 

But when my friend saw me, they were like " suki, you inject Botox?" Face slimmer already , damn happy ler hahaha

Now my weight is around 44.5kg

My target is 42kg

Gayao gayao!!

Workaholic

OI'm a workaholic who never like to work.

When you give me a task, I will try my best to complete it on time. Usually I finish the task before the date, and I will update it immediately. 

Maybe I should finish the task early, but update it the next day or on the delivery date, so stupid me!

Not good to b over punctual k!

Okay, this is what I got yesterday night:

Big o-che

:(((

Alright, try to become slow motion n less workaholic 

If you don't do the task, others will do...hahahaha 

Back to Malaysia

I am back to kl

Well, I actually back to kl every month

What I did this time?

I post something back to my hometown in the morning. Okay, the skynet at diamond square is no longer there FYI.

Then I met my pretty babes, had a nice lunch together 

She is pretty and available! But only for good man

We look alike, but of course she is much prettier even without make up 

Then we visit our old friend, very sampat girl 

I think the camera effect is too too bright.. And it's totally diff from real person, dark become fair, still I prefer normal cam hahaha

Okay, started my job in the night at muziun Telekom for a fighting match

I didn't watch the show actually, abit scared to c ppl injured

This pretty girl is my partner of the night, I like her attitude, friendly n sampat

She look alike "jolin" and she joined pageant before, talented girl 

Okay, done!

My whole night ended with insomnia

What's next?

Hi reader!

Harlo reader,

This is a small letter from me.

Sorry for not updating the blog.

We must be responsible for everything we promised and created

I am back now!

This is my look after so long

And this is the punishment I get...

I will try my best to update my blog with something more interesting 

From love,

Suki

久违的部落格

好久没在这里写下自己的心情和故事

最近的我刚毕业，无所事事，头脑一直乱想东西
我本来就不是一个开心的人
常常为了一丁点小事，想了好多
每次想改变，却改不到，失败！

回到家，看见家人老去
我还没有赚钱给他们
说到做工，我不是什么聪明能干的人
更加不会自我安排时间和工作的人
情绪上的控制更加失策
还蛮害怕要进入社会大学
已经逃避了好久，是时候面对了

最近好多鬼片
我说啊“一个人去看看也不错”
结果姐就说我变态
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找些事情让自己的时间充实一些吧！

i need u

U just don't realize how much i need u
1 call 1 msg means nothing to me
real hug means everything

Exam again!!

It's exam again, and it's last!
abit lost direction now....
lazy to study
worry bout future
think bout next step

hmm...guess everyone goes through the same thing like me during the final year
think think think

一间空房

我不喜欢一个人呆在一间空房

我选择和一个陌生人住，也不要一个人呆在一个空房
或许我们没有话题
至少你的呼吸声提醒我不能在你面前崩溃
也缓慢我的眼泪往下流

对着四面墙，我不知道和谁对话
那间空房突然多了几个“我”
大家争吵
大家痛哭
最后照照镜子才发现原来你是一个人呆在空房里

没有人听见你哭泣
没有人看见你的眼泪
没有人聆听你的心声
你只能安慰自己
“我还没疯掉”

一间空房不管它再热，心也是冰的。。。

在只有黑与白的世界里，你的微笑存在吗？

当你绝望了。。。

当你一个人静静坐在那里，开始回想好多过去，多数是眼泪不是欢笑

你很透伤害你的人，却看见他过得比你快乐
好多人说，“忘了吧” “宽恕他”
对不起，我心胸狭窄，我承认我记仇，因为我是天蝎
一个人可以把你伤得那么深是因为他曾经给你希望曾经让你觉得世界是美好的
他可以是你的朋友，情人，可绝对不是家人，因为永远不会怨恨家人

我每天提醒自己活得开心一点
可是每当你在提醒，那些回忆就冲上来，让那沸腾的泪又流下来
绝望开始浮现
开始在数自己剩下什么
原来我什么都没有
只剩下装满回忆的脑袋
所谓的“番薯”

绝望时，你觉得那生活没有意义
你不知道下一步该怎么走
你觉得你是一个人撑着
没人可以诉说
每天对着自己说话
那时你会好希望自己得了精神病不会再清醒了。。。

Penang marathon

I join penang marathon this year on November
I never train my "jogging" skill
I'm not sure i can finish the marathon or not...
I hope my friend dont dump me behind.....XD

So start from now, move more instead of sitting in front of laptop watching "supernatural" and scream like hell....

往前走。。

别停留在从前
不管以前伤多深，懂得改变就好
原谅伤害你的人，说得容易做好难
过的再好，只要你记得那些伤痕的故事，也无法过得自在
学会忘记
记得，你是为你自己而活。。。

Endless love

Have u met someone special in your life?
You can't live without him..
U just hope the best for him...

he is coming bec to me...?

u know how much i miss u, especially when i see flowers n couples...

U know u r the only one to me? irreplaceable rabbit teeth that nobody owns, loyalty that nobody has.. 不管你多重，我还是要定你！

we both have big teeth...hehehehe, we smile together, laugh together, show off our big teeth together, muoack!!

I am waiting for you...
I am sorry for everything i have done to u...
i promise to treat u better....
I promise to give the best to u...

killer agent

sexy pose

nice editing by photographer shirley sona...^^

cool?

I like photoshooting so much that i can try different style everytime.
but 1 thing i should work hard on is my big tummy...
fatty fatty, gayao exercise and eat healthy
nowadays i eat more n more, sometimes dinner and supper....
i must learn swimming in 2013 please...work hard ya!

Sorry for being a lazy blogger...haiz

2013改变

我不知道我为什么在这里，做一些没有理由的事情
不知道为什么读master
我发现我变了很多
从以前厉害睡觉的我，变得半夜乍醒或者失眠家族
从以前每天都吃早餐的我，现在还会趁机skip了它
从以前怕肥怕到不吃晚餐的我，现在会忍不住吃了好多哦
从以前的油性皮肤，变成了敏感肌肤
从以前爱用美白产品，现在却对美白产品敏感了
从以前可以稍微肮脏些的过生活，现在有少许洁癖又有富贵病（皮肤病）
从以前不爱喝水，现在一天几litre
从以前超爱美，喜欢打扮，现在随便出街都没问题，最好不用换衣
从以前爽爽就哭，现在压力到哭
从以前买东西不必考虑价钱，现在每样东西都是有目的的去买
从以前不敢唱歌，现在天天想唱歌
从以前读书有分寸，现在懒惰了好多
从以前不想念家人，现在天天挂念
从以前细心对另一半，现在不理不睬，对不起
从以前会笑得开心自然，现在哭自然多了
从以前会疼爱自己奖赏自己，现在只会让自己没得休息，做工读书一起来
从以前不会化妆，现在化得认不到自己了
从以前不开心有朋友叫，现在孤单一个人
从以前看鬼戏有人咬，现在不敢进戏院看鬼戏了
从以前有司机载送，穿高跟鞋没问题，现在自己驾，通街跑却是寂寞的
从以前讲话得罪朋友，现在讲话得罪老师。。。。。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。。

我变了，好多原则都没有了。。
好想念以前的我，稳重多了。。

来个圣诞回味吧！

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我的任性

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