Last post in December 2010

This year, i had gone through a lot of memories.
I got my veryvery terrible bad result in this year..which made me speechless..
Again, study is always the 1st priority to me..
I went to Altera for internship. A very good company, but i was not able to handle my work very well.
First time i experienced the real working environment and also the importance of programming skill.
A real communication between me and hubby.. big war...
First time standing on the stage..
Sing sing sing...dance dance dance..
but it's embarrassing..=(
Work part time jobs and photoshoot...new experience
stay outside with friends for 5 months..
Eldest sister's BF came so far from Korea...we had fun in KL...
hubby went to Kuching ,my hometown and learnt to play piano...actually i got his video..but he will kill me if i upload here...
experience the friendship's change...
First VISA and passport!!
first time snowing...
first time wearing so thick =.=
daddy mummy came to KL..first time brought daddy to genting...
Sister worked as engineer and nurse...
Got my thesis title..
Too much to tell....haha

In conclusion, my 2010 is terrible...From my very 1st sentnce, U can feel it...Wrote all the bad memories first...then try to squeeze some happy memories...hmm...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Hope to have a happy 2011...^^

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Recently

Long time no updating my blog..
Recently, there is nothing special happened..So i have nothing to write == my mood was good!
These few days, i stayed in my own "sweet warm" room, doing all the revision and also Drama-ing.
I finished a lot of keropok these few days...=.=
I went to Koeln again with my hubby...when there was no snowing ^^
I helped my hubby moving his stuff to his new house..damn tired but no sweating at all due to the weather..hohoho
I think...i did not much things during this holiday, Damn bored!
Got no entertainment, no $ for cinema no $ for shopping no time no working as part timer..=(

Hard rock CAFE...with hard rock cap...yoyo

selling hotdog...hotdog hotdog!!!(lips)

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lesbian and GAY

Do your think gay is geli?
do u think lesbian is geli?
Can u accept anyone of them?


He told me that he couldn't accept gay but he think that les still ok...Why is it so unfair to guy?
is it because you are guy and you are not GAY then u couldn't accept GAY stuff?
what about if your GF is lesbian? What will be your response? I am curious about it..hmm...


We must be fair...If you couldn't accept sexual and romantic desire between same sex...Then they should be both GAY and LES...
I still can accept these strange stuff, because that is your right.
You are the 1 to choose who to love.
if you can find some1 who love u too, that is great!!
may be they are happier than normal life of us...who knows?

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jingle bell3

Harlo...this is jingle bell3
actually no celebration, my hubby gave me a cute hat...hohoho
then we ate ice cream in room...hoho...
i wanna watch beauty and the beast..never watch that cartoon before...
but not downloaded...=(
haiz...
so we watch PPS in room...hehe

Today saw another stupid comment from anonymous...
I am quite curious..why they like to read your blog and comment bad things?
if u hate this blogger, don't read it lah...stupid fucker!
sure IT is a bad pig!!!!want people to be unhappy with his comment...but i am in good mood...come!fight lah!!
stupid....

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plain background

I think i still like colourful blog...so i changed it to blue again...my favorite color...hihi
i don't like the plain white blog background...
Merry Christmas and happy new year..
remembered when i was young, i thought that happy new year is happy chinese new year..because i didn't celebrate for new year...haha...
stupid right?
I never notice 31st was a holiday as school holiday was soso long until january...=P
but now i know! and i can give myself another wish!!*winkwink*

*peel peel peel* shoot to my wish....try my best....

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怀念

不是怀念在马来西亚过圣诞节，而是怀念对下雪的那份好奇心。
以前不曾看过下雪的我，一直保留对雪的那份期待。

常常说好像过圣诞哦，好象在下雪的气氛过圣诞哦！
现在给了我机会，突然觉得，下雪一点都不好玩，因为我是个怕冷冻的人。
听起来我好像是个容易生病的人吧！可是我不是，五年以来都没有发烧了，可是曾经在去年呕吐。原因不是我生病了，而是吃太饱！
还记得那时，从早上就啃了好多片朋友做的芝士蛋糕，过后又吃吃朋友带来的饼，再去吃午餐，然后再吃多几片蛋糕，结果就呕了出来，好重的芝士味道！好恶！自己也想不到吃那么少的我也会有吃太饱呕吐的事发生。哈哈。。。
其实我和我妈一样都很贪吃，曾经肥胖过，如果我不控制，现在应该是个大肥婆了。只有我家人和男朋友认同我馋嘴。有些人都喜欢酸我吃很少啦减肥啦，讲了很久都不腻。。我都爱吃零食，又不爱吃饭，可是却喜欢肉！很幸运自己又去学习吃菜，不然到现在的我还是名副其实的肉食“动物”。。哈哈。。

好怀念那时能倒数圣诞节，在这里到处都是雪，去哪倒数啊！个个也呆在房苦读书本了。。
还记得去年的圣诞节，我们去倒数，我还破例吃了一盘鸡排。晚上吃鸡排算是破例了，还是超饱的，有时也该破例的。。。
很怀念一大班朋友。。
有时就是学校假期，回去古晋，爸爸不用作工，又可以带我们出街，那是靠近红包节，当然就买新衣啦。。。
都很开心。。
结论是：我很怕寂寞！我很贪心，我要多多多多的人在我身边。。。

I didn't take photo for long time...so i steat friend's photo...hohoho..my camera effect better..=P

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I AM NOT EMO NOW!!

I am not emo now
i wanna talk to some1 but no1 is here
I don't want to post at facebook
so i decided to write here with no posing out
i am seriously down...not emo

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I am tired

I am tired of communicating with people.
Even though you don't mean like this, others like to assume..
U have to face them.
You have to talk to them.

But what if they don't want to talk with you?
need to beg on them?
I am tired of planning stuff.
What for u put so much of effort?
What for you treat people sincerely?
NO USE!!!!

They will only think you are fake and do everything to just make others happy.
What for you keep explaining and care?
Nobody will see you.
Although u did nothing wrong?
although you have apologised?
Although you didn't take any advantage from them?
NO USE!!!

When they get nothing, they will blame you.
tired of socialise..
but tired of being alone too...
what shall i do?

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对不起如果我太直接了

我很情绪化。有时毫不保留就骂了一大堆废话。
对不起如果我太直接。
对不起让你们受委屈了。
对不起让你们受惊了。

曾经有人告诉我，直接是件好事，好过深藏不漏。
可是原来也有它的代价，那就是“我在明，你在暗”。
我觉得我应该表现自己在想什么，大家才可以真正了解对方。如果是收收埋埋，那请你别把好朋友三个字挂在口边。
我有时可能真的用错方式，太过固执坚硬，对不起。
有时甚至什么过分的话都随口喷，也郑重的道歉。
可是对人对事，我都没有假惺惺。
有时因为太公事公办，男朋友也觉得怎么我对待他和朋友没什么差别。
想必我这生人一定得罪了千千万万的人。。。对不起。

可是坏消息是，我不懂怎么改变，也不懂应该改变吗？

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什么样的沟通

会想起一对对的恋人，包括自己，觉得如何开始就会如何继续相处。怎么说呢？就，如果你们是聊天很合得来，在一起过后，也会很多话题聊。
如果你们是因为对方的外表，一起了也会很欣赏对方的美，可是不一定有话题聊。因为那不是你们的沟通方式。
如果你们是欣赏对方的才能，一起了也会很钦佩，能互相帮助。
好像很现实吧？
当你觉得没话题聊了，就觉得感情变了，没有了那种沟通方式，自然就会没默契了。
当你觉得他或她不再美丽，那应该是看腻了，没新鲜感了。
当你觉得她不再厉害，在你心目中已不是天下第一，就觉得没安全感了。

所以，在一起时，最好就三样都有，那他或她应该是天下无敌，因为在你心目中他已经是最完美了。。就算甘没有了话题，也还有外表，没有了外表也还有才能。。。=P
学会去欣赏恋人的好，接受他的不好。虽然真的很难，可是为了爱，是值得的。
去发掘以对方更多的沟通方式，可以维持感情。
少许的浪漫，少许的打扮，少许的幽默，都很重要。
我，也在学习。。。

以前的我们

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I like music sign because i am not 音痴
tell me english of 音痴 if you know...=(

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Malaysia's human DHL

Yeah ...yesterday night, got my things from hubby..
I asked my sister helped me buy some stuff and they reached yesterday FINALLY!!
I was happy that she bought something extra which are my favorite Cadbury chocolate and also mushroom soup...it made me so happy yesterday night...

I was happy that there are 2 maggie packs from Xoei..my good friend in UKM!! thanks muoak!!
They are Ruski tomyam and Maggie Kari.
Maggie kari is my favorite 1, as i ate this flavour since i was young. Most of my family members used to eat this flavour. =P
I never try tomyam before entering matriculation. I only tried kari and chicken.
During matriculation time, i was " maggie queen". My cupboard were full of maggie packs! Surely more than 3packages. It's very terrible..i know! but only NOW i know...=(
I gained weight by eating maggie, until 50KG...terrible!
Then i start eating vegetable flavour,tomyam,duckie...
I love duckie,tomyam and kari now...
Vege and chicken a bit tasteless for me..i think i can cook my own chicken and vege flavour mee soup...=P
Don't eat too much of maggie, it's not healthy...it's my favorite snack, but it's not a good snack!!

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Who am i?

"I am a simple girl. I love to smile and i'm still in learning progress. I learn to smile better learn to talk better learn to live better.... I hope I can stay happily in this challenging world although I know nothing is easy... I must keep telling myself to struggle harder and harder, not to be fooled or defeated by anyone..." this is taken from my blog profile description


I realised 1 thing! my profile description..and i think back.
Is this me?
If i am a simple girl, i won't be writing blog..
I love to smile but i easily get emotional...but this is true, i love to smile more than cry of course.


I know nothing is easy...but did i put my effort in learning progress?
hmm...
my hubby always say i didn't put effort on things i want.
I remembered that during my exam, after i answered all the question for mid-sem test. I was lazy to check it again. But, i think i didn't write my answer in complete form. But i was really lazy and wanna act "潇洒" =P
I just sat there. day-dreaming...
If you know the English word for 潇洒 Please tell me...
At last, i got average mark for it. And my hubby said, because of emo, u don't want to answer the question completely? u wasted your time looking at your course mate during the exam? U knew the answer but u didn't do it?
Yeah.. i was emo that time! i felt lazy! i didn't have exam mood...and i knew that is just a mid-sem test! just try again in final lah...This is what i was thinking at that moment...Stupid me! I never appreciate my knowledge and i never put effort on it!
I believe that i can get better university result if i worked 100percent!! =P


I want to know who i am. 
that night, i asked my hubby, actually you know who you are?
Do you know your own personality?
He didn't know. I realised i know him more than himself..
This is what i want to say...
I don't know myself, i believe people around me know better than myself..especially my family and hubby


But 1 thing i can be sure of myself.
Once i am not happy with something, i will just shout out!!


When i read others writing about themselves. I felt "ha? is this u? i don't think so"
All these make me confused. Should i trust myself? or i should say "yeah, U know yourself very well"
May be i shouldn't and couldn't judge your opinion towards yourself.
For me, i really not understand myself at all...that's why i am a emo-giel...
have to change my description...=)

I don't know who am i ah.....

Singk-ing me!!

Har chiu!!!

Today, in the lift...there was a couple..
the boy wanna kiss the girl
and the girl " har chiu"
haha....the boy thought the girl was just acting har chiu!
hmm....

Stupid story by SUKI

Chances

I am a greedy girl
i hope to have a lot of chances..
because i always did something regretful..

I wish to have chance for another C++ course..now i got it!
I wish to have some nice photo and i got it!
I wish to have chance for a new good bf, and i got it...
but...i still want some more chances..can i?

I didn't give a lot of effort on things i want..
I only know day-dreaming..
I only know i did something wrong...
made wrong decision..
And i never know the time to change..
I think they give me a lot of chances...but i didn't get it and sometimes it's because of my stubborn-ness...
Stupid me...

Now i grab the chance!! I must do it with all my effort!!

A promise to my Blog

Once my facebook has more than 3000 friends...
i will open a fan page to add into my blog...
I think need a long long time...hahaha
The objective is " promote my blog !"
So this is the promise to my blog "Ｉ　Ｌｏｖｅ　ＳＵＫＩ"

Do something with your main objective!!

I wanna close SUKI TAN in facebook..
because i think there is no point for this account...
not because i am no longer sweet with hubby..but there is no objective for me to maintain it..
I have no time to update...and i think what i update in my profile and blog is sweet enough..hohoho XD

I realised that i always use "=P" and "^^"
but not XD...
haha...
Should be advanced a bit right?hohoho XD

I love facebooking...
but nowadays facebook has a lot of stupid fan pages...
especially those with no objective and meaningless...
like alviss kong...
dead person also has a fan page...
i wish to have 1 when i am dead...thanks for those who help me to create yeah =.=|||
Do a fan page with objective please!!!! Stupid funny people...Want to be popular is it?
No idea with you...*_*

Just suddenly think of closing my 2nd account..then only think of this blog ^^
I didn't play game..no point for 2nd account...
those playing game using 2nd account...at least they have their objective...haha

guys, do something with your own objective and reason! Add oil ... =)

Sad story..

I hate sad story, not because i think it is fake..
It's because I DON'T WANT TO CRY!!

I am still willing to listen to my family and friends about their sad stories...
Mayb u think i am "sampat"...=P
yeah, i admit...but after i listened, i really think about them deeply..sometimes before i slept..
I know, mostly even after i know the story, i couldn't help them...
but as a friend/family member, i will feel sad..
When u know u couldn't help, it's so useless...
What u can do is just comfort them...and listen!

Anyway, there are still some annoying people..
I don't understand what's the point he said those things to me?
Want my attention?
want to ruin my mood?
Or just simply find some1 to chat and to annoy?
Stupid people...
If he is a doctor?what do u think about him? too stress?haha...
Professional people also will have some abnormal attitude...^^

These few days, after Alviss kong's case...there are so many fan page and notes...
all about him!!!
Just let people rest in peace...
So i don't want to comment on his case...but just say " I am sad to know this!"
it's my own feeling...
I don't dare to comment on him, because i bet nobody understand his feeling...
UNTIL we are going to DIE...
UNTIL there is no way for us to LIVE...
I don't have the courage honestly...
I do think of dying sometimes...but I think i still have little hope on myself...or mayb i don't have any courage to do so...
Rest in peace alviss!...

I didn't know when i become so weak?
nowadays, I cry easily..
a simple movie or just simple video could make me cry...
Simple sentence or simply photo could make me cry...
Mayb it's the effect of missing home..=P

Home home home

Miss home badly
I am happy that my puppy called me this morning..
I rushed out from the toilet to answer the call..

I was very excited when i knew that is not a woman but a man..
haha...
it's so difficult to ask my puppy to take up the phone and call me...
He's just too quiet to talk with his daughter..
that's why i am extremely happy today!!

Mummy, i am happy to talk with u too...
but i am now just too excited that puppy will call me...
i talked non-stop...
and i happy with his 1 sentence "很久没听到你声音了"

Miss you puppy mummy!!

原来我又和他们的单合照。。。

标准

通常我都喜欢写一篇英语一片华语的blog。。
因为啊，语言能力都不强，只能这里写一写那里动一些。。哈哈=P

刚刚hubby从网上找到一张关于标准的图案！
摆明告诉我身材不标准，体重又过轻吧！！
现在和大家分享。。

我还是喜欢22寸的腰，可以吗？
^^