New life~

My life is getting smoother and smoother..
I got a lot of interview.
I know What i want..
I got offer from lecturer..
I got part time jobs to do..I have a busy life that stop my mind from "luanluan" think..
I got a bf who is far away yet close in my heart..
I got a sister who accompanies me all the time..
I got new laptop..
I got supportive parent..
I learnt driving in KL..and hope to get a new car for myself
I plan everything..
It might not goes smoothly as what i planned..
but I am satisfied with it now...

Yeah yeah ^^

Must stay happy everyday

Must stay happy everyday, not only me, but YOU! everyone of you!
Wake up and see sunshine just across the window, another brand new day
Don't let anything or anyone ruins your mood of the day
Keep it happy and cheerful~~

Think out of the box

Find something to motivate urself keep on moving
Find something new to learn to improve urself, it's never too late to learn new stuff =)
Find someone you LOVED to talk and care, you need care, she/he needs as well
Don't feel urself lonely when u r not actually

Say OK to everything, problem becomes nothing!

mum..

mum..........do u know how much i hate myself???????????///

Leave me alone!!

What the fuck is going on??
Why is the bad luck comes continuously without a fucking STOP??
SUCK with this life
FUCK IT

Why? when i am fucking busy, and you call me fucking nonstop???
When im fucking sad, You never call me???
When i need you badly, you are not here??
when i ask u question, u cant get me??
when i answer u, u ask me more????
Fuck you!!!!!!
I am just tired with u............
please, give me some freedom and happy moment!!!
you never do this!!!!!!! i have no happy moment with u sorry!!!!!!!!!!!what the hell!!!!!!!!!!

I hate it, I always cant get what i want!!!!!!
only get what others dump! FUCK it
cry everyday so what????????????ntg change!!!!FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nobody give me a chance unless i strike for it!!!!!!!!!!
NOBODY understands me just know to complain and complain!!!!!!!!!!!
you didnt give me the chance, and u blame me when i try my own!
WHat the hell u want?????????//
I just dn want to be so useless????????//////
what m i borned to b here????????//
can the world ends faster??????????//
please!!!
FUCK u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 if the world ends, i will give my grateful thanks to u my LOVELY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the best thing u give me.................

Vday

This year I had a very bored Vday
Every year I wait for Vday to come
I am excited with I will have received
I can't wait for the Date

This year I received my V-gift in last year before i came back
haha..

random thought

Long time no update my blog~
I become so irresponsible
I am confused with my life now
This makes me blog empty as my brain
Sorry

Here I'm, to say sorry to my family, worrying their useless daughter
Sorry to my bf, making you sad sometimes
Sorry to myself, that I change you to an useless ones.

I wonder when did i change to now-ME?