29052011

today is a wasted day.
I wasted my time in watching drama introduced by Dratthenez tan!
I didn't study at all..
I forgot there is a laboratory work on tuesday, i didn't make any preparation for it!
I watched drama nonstop for these few days, totally wasting my time!!shit!
I can't sleep for few days, this make me more and more tired, and don't have energy to do anything..
Insomnia...I HATE YOU!!!
So i have few pimples on my face and small panda eyes! Don't you think panda has big eyes? but mine is small~~ so it's worst! =(
let me show you now..ngek ngek ngek

act cute when i am still young..<3

I don't know to wink wink, consider passed? *kitty eyes*

draw a LOVE using lipstick..just to cover my pimple =(

spot my pimple..=(

ugly love shape, but i likie...notice my Love shaped ear ring? from my hubby..=)

I purposely make up for fun because it's stressed of study.

I am using purple eyeshadow, can u see it? it's very hard to draw with purple, so i tried..hihi

First time using volume mascara, so thick! but still my eyelashes didn't curled up FML

I use only a 1 fake eyelash,cut it into 2 and stick at the end of my eyes, not purposely, but i am lazy to find a pair of it, this is the used eyelash where i throw on the table last time..haha..

I didnt use foundation or bb cream, so u can see the redness at my nose...haiz, i don't know what to do with this..

a simple lip gloss and draw a love shape, done!

The panda eyes still can be seen clearly and also the spots, redness and small little pimples (sound cute? girrrrr)

 This is my sunday of MAY..

mummy, happy birthday!! Sorry for no study hard..I will try my best!!

hot!!

The weather here is getting hot..
20++ degree Celsius.
But still i am wearing jacket all the time because of the wind..
I seldom feel cold, even i was in malaysia..
I must sleep with blanket..no matter it's afternoon nap or night long rest..
I am afraid of cold..not that i am easy to get sick like flu or fever...just that i don't like the feeling of hair stand on end ( wearing a jacket in cinema is a MUST for me)
recall back: I forgot to bring jacket to midvalley for a movie, and i bought a jacket straight away just to avoid coldness...(waste money *slap slap*)

In contrast, i love singlet and spaghetti string top and also short skirt or pant!
that's y need to keep fit..=.=
I guess malaysia's weather is xtremely hot now right?
i miss the weather...( guess u r scolding me stupid or idiot)
at least i can wear my favourite clothes..
no matter how hot or cold it is, i need to struggle for my exam and thesis..ga yao ah!!!!
I have a illness recently ---- i am afraid of biting food, especially hard ones..i am afraid of biting my own mouth and the sound is so frightening, bad experience that give a excuse to stop eating for few days ( keep fit)
no choco no ice cream no keropok no meat for these few days..Just FEW days..ngek ngek...

好想

好想回家，有家归不得
好想天天早上有我最爱的早餐，天天啃cornflakes
好想看见妈妈，webcam用不着
好想睡觉，天天烦恼又失眠
好想大声说话，隔壁都有人住
好想驾驾车，lisence都没带来
好想去血拼，没钱啦
好想好想给自己懒惰的空间。。。

staying alone

I want to stay alone, not because i like to be silent or lonely, but i hate to learn communicate with others.
I moved to a new house since april.
I like my room size, the toilet and kitchen at least i can choose them.
But i don't like my housemate, i can't make any change for this.

I think i should adapt myself living in not-so-clean condition.
They don't throw rubbish although it's floating out..
They don't clean the toilet although it's full of hair..
They don't clean the floor although they sometime feet-naked and walk around..
They don't clean the kitchen after cook..
They don't throw away expired or spoiled food...disgusting!!!

I am not a super clean person, but at least i hope to stay in a fresh and clean environment that can calm my mind and protect my skin from dirt..
don't you feel uneasy and super frustrating when everything is too messy and dirty?
ewwuuuuuuuu!!!

However, if i am now staying with some super-clean person, i guess i will be crazy being complained not to keep the house in super-clean atmosphere...
SO, in conclusion, STAY ALONE!!!!

How should i talk to them?
or just being a slave for them?
not happy not happy...
i hate human beings!!!!
need to consider many things when i am making very small decision...shit!!!

Strawberry

i never been to cameron highland before.
Today i went to strawberry farm with friends, plucking strawberry session! yummy!!
This was a fun trip and experience, pluck out the strawberry under the hot sun, but it's really fun as we talked all the way..
We compared our own strawberry and i was pretty sure my strawberry is the nicest one!!!!
at last, i became the plucking machine ( harvest machine ) helped them to pick up the strawberry..sweat!! =)
let the photos speak everything...

guess u saw this before at cameron highland...

oh my face....=.= but i can say the strawberry here taste sweeter than malaysia ones

WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY!!

strawberry bear..it's sweet??

a memorable day

I am always proud with my eldest sister ( i am proud with my whole family as well)
She is a very intelligent girl with a kindness and patient.
She seldom complain, and she never ever do something bad or against the rules.
She studied very well and she is independent after she went to KOREA.
For me, she is always the brilliant one!!
I didn't talked with her always due to far distance and also some misunderstanding. But i know she cares of me.
I am now very happy that she is finally married to someone really loves her... my hyong bu.
I had outing with hyong bu and her before when he came to KL for a trip.
I can feel his love to her and they suit each other a lot. It's sweet ^^
however, this is a memorable day for her and also me as i couldn't attend the wedding party. First wedding in my family.
I wonder how my mummy feels.. I wonder how i feel is i am there.

pinky mummy and purple da jie! they are pretty

my naughty sister was singing on the stage. i missed it again!! tell u something..she sing very very....."well" haha

my daddy and mummy turn

their turn! tian mi mi..my hyong bu can sng that mandarin song..he worked it out hardly i think

What a wonderful night without me. If i am there, i will sing a lovely song for them as well...i miss you! when can see you again..
My whole family is heading to KOREA now..another trip without me..
I will have to work very hard to earn more and more $$$. I will go to KOREA one day at least to see their future babies..XD
congratulation!!! muoak!!

Stress life

When we are growing up, the tension facing by us will getting serious and heavy as well.
When we were small, we only needed to worry about toys we had.
When we entered primary school, it's all about study result so that we won't be punished by parent.
When we entered secondary school, we started to worry about friendship, appearance and study.
After we graduated from high school, that is the critical point of life.
We needed to think about our future, what is our study fields, partner life, friendship, appearance, fashioning, and also money.
This is still considered little tension?
When we are nearly graduate from university like now, here are the problem:
1. Study master or phd?
2. Working as???
3. When to marry?
4. Where to find a partner?
5. How to earn money? buy car? buy house? or buy a laptop first?
6. When to have time to meet with old friend?
7. how to divide the money to family, myself and my loan?
8. Aging problem wuwuwu...
blah blah blah....
TENSION 100 percent!!!

Working for how many years to guarantee your future? to travel all around the world? to fulfill your dream?
tension again...

This is so called life... stressed life! My GOD!!

fringe ?

without fringe?

As i am getting old, i think it's better for me to act cute by cutting a fringe right?
Barber... i need you!
forgot to tell you a SECRET:
I have cut my hair by myself...just trim it actually, my hair's ends are totally broken, almost all of them..
now getting smoother already...
Wanna dye hair, but they(hair) can't stand the dryness and the damage.. what a lazy and greedy owner, "they" must be stressed and sad...
I will take care of you well from now on...
Stress life, stress hair, stress me...
ga yao!

Study in library

Do you spend your time in library?
I don't!
I never went to primary school's library as i remembered.
I went to secondary school's library few times just to find my sister.
I went to matriculation college's library to watch movie but not more than 3times.
I went to UKM's library to log in facebook and check mail, and also "study group" but it's always failed to study.(not more than 5times also)
Now i am "studying" in UDE's library.
Am i hardworking? ngek ngek

I am actually blogging, facebooking and paktou-ing in library.
But DAMN!
The library here is damn quiet! much more quiet than Malaysia's library.
You can hear your own breath. oooo...not a nice environment for me!
Silence = bored for me...
Silence = unhappy for me...
Silence = serious for me
and Serious = Tension!! @.@

The main reason for me to step in library is that my room still doesn't have internet access due to.......
1. wrong address written by the technician.
2. without notice of wrong address for 3 technician appointment.
3. my LAN port of this noob ACER is spoiled.
4. I haven't make a new appointment with the technician.
5. the last and the most important::::: deng deng deng deng------- i am so hardworking!!

happy weekend everyone and happy mother's day...
i miss you mummy!!
i wish to call you but sadly all the call shops are closed. i sent u a message but i am not sure whether u read it.
Love you mom~~~~

mummy, your favourite orchid..

I am married!!! =.= too short..

Complicated vs Special

HI, readers!
A sweet and warm greet from me..
I finally active in blogging again, support me please (*.*) kitty eyes..

Do you ever meet someone who is just special for u?
just anyone u knew..
friends, bf, gf or someone you are not close with but just let you feel his or her mysterious..
Their stories make you feel they are special?
Their acts or habits?
or their thoughts instead?

Some people are willing to be special by making their lives so complicated.
But it's not special at all..
You can see it's actually just that simple but you are the one who tried to make it complicated.
I won't remember you are a spacial person, but I will remember what you did is more than enough to stay happy and simple..
You will say she or he is special by feeling the mysterious and how incredible he or she is.
They don't have to act to be special.
I guess not many people understand what i am talking about. hmm...

example:
气质就是一个不是每个人都拥有的东西.
它发自内心,内在的一种美.
不是你能扮演出来的，没有就是没有,不管你再怎么去演绎也是让人觉得你只是在特地的把自己装饰成"特别"的人，其实你只是戴着面具，自己把自己搞得更复杂.

haha...i am like a teacher...OMG!
So old style...

I like linda chung in YSSS, so cool...She is just pretty in this way, not the cute type...
BYE!

he is special to me cos he is stupid enough yet clever...=.=

Congratulation!

Congratz to my frens who have done their university life!
Or, i should be saying PITY? as they are going to go for working society?
What is the feeling for graduation? I wonder...

After 7months staying in germany, I felt lonely of cos but at least i don't have to care a lot of things like at malaysia.
I started to think, should i go back early?
Or just spent time here, with no tension?
drop thesis and take it in winter to live with no tension?
I don't like to study hard without play hard..it's so torturing!

BUEK!
back to the title, i am talking about graduation!
Congratz frens!
Spend me MAKAN when i go back! because you all will be working that time, and i am a poor fresh grad..=P
Remember har, this is the most important point!! haha...XD
*hope you all get good jobs with HIGH salary, and stay happy always although you are entering working life! dreams come true ya*