Saturday, December 31, 2011

Back finally

Im back finally..
I realised that i prefer germany more than malaysia at this moment..
It's too hot here
Just love the summer at germany..
Change back the time zone
Start new life
Waiting for 2012
Go back to kch soon
Decide my future road
Many things to be done and considered
I dont wanna make any wrong decision anymore




Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Will i die?

Will i die if i didnt sleep for more than 3 hours per day?

Friday, December 16, 2011

打蛋白

今天又失败了
我的蛋糕泡汤了

记得小时候看妈妈打蛋白,作蛋糕,看似简单
那时的我们很穷,妈妈都只是用汤匙打奶油,搅拌面粉
到了我作蛋糕时,妈妈已经买了用具
方便多了,我却还闲手酸

今天自己要在这里作蛋糕,没有用具
真的是亲身体验打蛋白的“哭”
食谱上说打15分钟,我打了40分钟都还没成形,就马马虎虎的放进电饭褒
没想到真的不行
我就是这样没耐心
作什么事都求“快”,“准”。。

妈,回去我要向你请教了,想念你的蛋糕。。。

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Germany or Malaysia?

I guess many of u will be asking me the same question: Will you work at Germany? or continue your master in Germany?
My answer is "NO"
However, in deep of my heart, there is kind of passion to stay in Germany, especially when i browse through "FB news"
I read a lot of news and stories bout Malaysia politics and social crime, crazy!
When I start to imagine my life in such a country, feel like living in a jail full of criminals and danger
I have this thought after I came to germany
No doubt, it's so peaceful living in Germany
the polices are responsible and SMART
People here obeys the rules
Everything looks just normal
but it seems to be too normal for me
Lack of entertainment
Lack of excitation
Lack of noise
Lack of chinese
Lack of delicious food
...

I know I am kinda stupid giving up the chances to work in Germany now..
I will go back to my country and try to live there with no fear
If it doesn't work, then maybe I will try to haunt a job in germany.
just TRY..
Nobody wishes to stay far apart from Family
Give myself a period of "testing time" before making any decision.
good luck! =)

my passport look =P

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

051211

Today is a special day (however, i will forget bout the date)
I got my total result finally...1 word --------super-duper-f***ing- disappointed
I look down to myself
Why m i just dat useless?
I always tot I only know to study without any other talent
However, I realized that I know NOTHING! not even study!
I m an idiot! CLAP CLAP!

I went shopping after that to stable my emotion ( what a nice excuse ya! =P)
My tear is really rolling in my eyes okay!
I bought make up stuff...
Intro to you all if it is nice ya..(but i m not a good make up artist)
I have to bring 6longchamp back to malaysia this time..(gan jiong)
Can u imagine a small girl like me carrying 40kg stuffsss?
Imagine now then..=P

I bought so many chocolate back as well...A choco's fan ^^
But i quit choco for few weeks due to my sensitive irritated skin condition now...
pity..worried...FML
I'm soso down
wad to do wad to do?
help....=(

can no longer cover my pimple and scar with 1 love shape...=(
So ugly of me!!

原来

原来我资质有限
原来我自欺欺人
原来我是个笨蛋
原来我什么都不会
原来我不想在这里
原来我不应该存在

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