Angel...

I am not saying that i am angel ok??

But i love to watch angel (tv series)...
I think i started to watch this tv series when i was in form2..
It was a vampire drama series..
I like to watch scary movie and drama..but at the same time i can't withstand the geli-ness and feeling of being shocked..a bit weird right?
Last time i did a body checkout for free...
that guy told me that my heart can't withstand being shocked..it was weak..
But still i watched and watched..
even the resident evil can make me almost heart attack...
tell you, I can be shocked when i was watching a love story...
I think that after few years, i won't be able to watch scary movie anymore...I will run out of cinema...

Very nice drama...old drama

very handsome...and yeng..but he is a bit too big size..hehe...

disturbing...

recently there is a Anonymous who is so disturbing...
Her english is bad...but still want to comment my blog..i can't understand what she is writing...so i hope u comment with proper english and better grammar ya..
I am very curious that i post the blog to people who wana know my life and thinking..
Is she so interested with me? always comment at the 1st place..
The previous post with chinise language, I didn't post it out, but she commented on it..hmm...She is my big fan as she will read it AUTOMATICALLY...hahahaha...
Big fan with bad attitude who is trying to destroy my "I love suki"
never mind ..let it go...
I can withstand this "small people" (小人)...may be brainless people?jealousy people? copycater? No idea....
Anyway, thanks for viewing my blog...everyone...


I didn't update my status and photo album in my facebook but to update here..
It is because I think only friends who really care of me will come in to understand my life..
I don't want to make my facebook packed...and i don't want to spam facebook...=P
May be you will get to know me better here? right? hehe..

The anonymous is acting like this...but i really don't wana steal anything from u..u can create your own blog and copycat other people...

still...i got hubby by my side...

and i got daddy mummy...

talking to myself...

Sometimes, without my realize, i seem talking to myself..
Before i fall asleep, i talk to myself..
What to do tomorrow? what to eat tomorrow? what should i wear tomorrow? did i hurt anyone today? how should i face those problems tomorrow?

All these ?? make me headache..hate it!!
Why do i need to think so much and talk so much to SUKI?

these few days, when i was packaging for the goodies bags, I was talking to myself..
That supposed to be 2 sweets in each bag..
When i "accidentally" put more than 2 sweets, I was talking to myself..
SUKI: hey, u should put 2 sweets only
suki: yaya...never mind..whoever get this bag will have luck!! good luck ya!
" I am not trying to praise myself, mayb it's too bored to do the work..=P, start the stupid conversation"
When i have packed less than 2 sweets (that mean 1sweet =.=), this is the conversation
SUKI: wei, u packed wrongly again! dont so kedekut
suki: i really lazy too put another sweet lah...people who take this must be a bad guy...haha

haiz..this is me..
keep talking to myself most of the time...
but still, there will be people who like me and also people who hate me...
what to do?
cant be perfect although you are correcting yourself all the time...

put this picture because previous post has too many photos...

hometown

Leaving soon...
so nervous...
I cant fall in sleep these few days..
packing packing and packing..
I have passed my presentation today..luckily there was no question asked by lecturer kekeke
Today breakfast at KFC..my first time ate KFC's chicken porridge..it tasted exactly the same with Mcd's porridge..hmm...same ingredient?
Wear formal with skirt to faculty, first time too...
then continued working at pwtc for construction fair..
Quite easy job...
I wanna go back..
At kuching, the weather turn dark very early in the evening.. then i can sleep early
BTW, i didnt sleep early due to my heart-bumping...

1 year..i wont be in malaysia for 1 year..very afraid..
I am scared that i will forgot the road in malaysia especially correct way to go back to batu kawa.
I am afraid that i will feel strange with malaysia after 1 year...
I am nervous that i will become a STRANGER in germany

spent my time with my parent..
drink coffee every night...
talked a lot of university stuff with mummy..
and play card with mummy
visited my grandmother and grandfather...
ate favourite mooncake but didn't get to play tanglung..
yeah!! i have learnt to cook fried chicken....almost the same taste with KFC =P
but very sad that my brother didn't sent me to aiport...=(

Here are the photos taken in kuching with hubby's visit

so yeng

hubby's photoshoot with ang gong kia

welcome to kuching

welcome to sarawak cultural village

nice???

noob!!!!

cat cat cat

"hotel" for hubby

piggie tan's track

kissing with fish....i think my skill really not bad lah

have u ever met a person like this??

I am angry with annoying people..
but i am respecting you because my blog is opened for anyone of you to read and comment..
I don't mind if u don't like my words..

如果你发现，你不是过这应该过的生活.您的 act cute 习惯可以原谅.但是，你的臭嘴巴完全不可原谅! 你这样叫这应该过的生活?如何漂亮也没有用,只懂得八卦,讲人坏话到他们不能再成为朋友. 讨人喜欢?没有这回事! 

Now i know i am "cute" because i am acting cute..thanks ya!
I really good in acting then =P
Thanks bitch! I really hope to be cute because i am afraid of aging...=P
And thanks for forgiving my "Act cute"-ness....kashamhamida...

My mouth is smelly? icic...
but i think i am good in 吹水..
I think i talk happily with my friends..my true friends..not the type of "friend" who jeolous on u or mind their popularity..hmmm... a bit over-confident..=P

WAO...most happy is she praising me pretty...my god!! thanks a lot...
At least u gave me confidence..wow...=P

sharing is caring..
i always share my thing with frens..nothing wrong for them to share their thing with me...
if u r not sharing problem and happiness with fren, they will never tell u their thing...
So i believe that my friends tell me with sincere..and i am happy to be with them..
will always there for my friends...
If you people are real friends, u wont be easily influenced by my words..
i am not good in talking and influencing..wahaha
its your own personality problem..please lah..look into mirror k? =.=|||
better than keep quiet and pretend youself very mystery..uwek..so geli!!!
haha...this is me...

My friends, u accept me right?hehe
i dont wana meet this Anonymous...surely a bad person..haha..
continus blogging...=P
winkwink

buek..i am suki...cute leh..=.=

应该是这样的。。

就是应该这样。。
我不能变，因为他们都不喜欢变了的我。
也许以前自卑的我比较讨人喜欢吧！
就是应该读大学，就是应该找这样的男朋友，就是应该做这样的工。。
我就是过这应该过的生活！
我应该和正常的人没再大的分别了吧。。
那我到底是谁？
我最讨厌别人问我喜欢什么爱好。。因为我没有！我只有应该要的爱好。。
听到我学业的人都赞我，我也很开心，是应该开心的。因为这是我该做的事。。
看这比我过得更开心的人，他们并没有像我这种“应该”的生活，可是却开心。。因为他们做这喜欢的事。。
很羡慕他们，至少知道自己要什么。。
我就过回以前的生活吧。。。考个好成绩，他们才会开心。。。。

Tiring holidays...

It is a "2weeks holiday"...
By the way, I need to prepare a lot of thing for my next journey...
I need to get all the needed things, this drives me crazy..
Wrote down all the stuffs, go shopping mall for it..
But it didn't feel like "shopping", but "finding"!
Need to prepare the industrial training slide show for presentation..I haven't started it yet..
My hubby is now at Kuching for Holidays..
Today is his last day here.. later have to send him to airport for "goodbye"..
Then i will have to start all the preparation like do appointment with dentist..
I am afraid that my teeth are getting worse..
Then have to do facial..These few days, i walked around Kuching with my hubby, under the HOT sun..
Need to get some protection for my skin, pamper my skin..hehe...
Then need to cut my long hair, the end of my hair is all spoiled...GRASS hair...
and i need to spend my time with my parent and my brothers...THIS IS A MUST!!
I can't believe that i will be leaving my hometown for more than 1 year.....

I forgot to bring my cable here, can't upload those photos..haiz..
Will upload in next week...
My hp N79 in factory again..always get sick!
So i can only play with my camera until memory full without taking out any picture from it...
This is my HOLIDAY!! =(

My hubby bear bear will accompany me....

chocolate...

I have asked June to buy chocolate for me at Labuan..
I hate matriculation's life at Labuan..
But i am happy to know my roomates last time - especially suzane..a funny girl
I gained weight until 50kg at matric because took in too much of maggie mee..
almost 2 maggies per day...haiz
And it didn't give me good memory for my study and my love story..
Anyway, I love the chocolate there due to the cheap price..i almost bought chocolate every weekend..
This caused me become tua pui also..
I love the KFC there due to free duty too...almost every weekend went out for kfc lunch- snack plate!hehe

Bye bye xoei...

Xoei left me yesterday..she went back to kedah for holiday...
So we have celebrated the birthday for her and mokkian..
haha...funny birthday celebration..
My hubby brought a durian cake..i thought it was really for xoei as she didn't eat durian 1..
haha..the durian cake is actually the slice gift for buying a big chocolate banana cake..=.=|||
We all rebut to eat the durian cake...but xoei sat as far as possible..haha
Very nice chocolate banana cake because they accidentally noticed it was a ice-cream cake..yummy..
cold and not too sweet...
We sister group gave xoei a mascara as present...

At mammia..

yeah...xoei and mokkian

xoei at bus station

with me...

Happy Birthday to XOEI and MOKKIAN

Faculty night...^^

Haiz, my friends keep complaining that there were very little photos of them.
Hemm....now i am going to upload fac night photos...I think it wont be too many of my photos...keke

Hair do...5 girls

Myself..longlong dress

Hubby

Ex-partner

haha....there was big wind..my hair fly away

My hubby's buddies

housemates at penang

girlssss

Their make up were all done by me except Florence...hehe...

whole JKEES

4th year JKEES

Happy family!!

Happy night as I can just sat there and watched the whole show!

Very angry that there was nothing to eat when there was bad show..hmm

All the juniors did great job..

I love Lady Gaga show and also my wong zou lam...hehe

Jkees goodgood!