talking to myself...

Sometimes, without my realize, i seem talking to myself..
Before i fall asleep, i talk to myself..
What to do tomorrow? what to eat tomorrow? what should i wear tomorrow? did i hurt anyone today? how should i face those problems tomorrow?

All these ?? make me headache..hate it!!
Why do i need to think so much and talk so much to SUKI?

these few days, when i was packaging for the goodies bags, I was talking to myself..
That supposed to be 2 sweets in each bag..
When i "accidentally" put more than 2 sweets, I was talking to myself..
SUKI: hey, u should put 2 sweets only
suki: yaya...never mind..whoever get this bag will have luck!! good luck ya!
" I am not trying to praise myself, mayb it's too bored to do the work..=P, start the stupid conversation"
When i have packed less than 2 sweets (that mean 1sweet =.=), this is the conversation
SUKI: wei, u packed wrongly again! dont so kedekut
suki: i really lazy too put another sweet lah...people who take this must be a bad guy...haha

haiz..this is me..
keep talking to myself most of the time...
but still, there will be people who like me and also people who hate me...
what to do?
cant be perfect although you are correcting yourself all the time...

put this picture because previous post has too many photos...