bad luck girl~~

I AM A BAD LUCK GIRL!! definitely!

someone told me to think positive, then my luck will get better.
to someone: you are wrong...! =(

share a funny plus bad luck stuff with you all
I played millionaire game in brother tee's iphone4! I help him to promote his iphone, he is so proud with IT..hmm should be HER! not it..
Me, nancy and tee played together..
FIRST ROUND: i only stepped on 1 land and bought it. I stepped the tax paying and so called LUCKY DRAW and got into JAIL!!! haiz
They kept buying new lands that make me jealous so much..nvm, think positive, trust my luck..let's continue then
At last I bought only 2 lands, nancy trade another to me in total i had around 5 i think...ALOT right???  =.=
That's still small matter.. In this game i got into JAIL for 5times in total, they only got in once..can you see the difference?
In between, nancy almost bankrap, but at the end, i am the first to bankrap from 22M to infinity negative!!!
It's an unbelievable ending..nancy had no land at from the middle of the game till the end..but i am the first to lose..
Well, i was nt angry at all, my luck is just that miserable.. Knew it since long time ago..
So i don't buy TOTO, i don't tembak in the exam, i don't bet....i will be the LOSER~~~=(

There are few of my friends signed up for the ALICE internet plan. I am the 1 got the wrong plan which causes me pay more. I am the 1 get fined by ALICE cos i didn't return the old modem..but i DID!! complain and complain, no use..70 EURO, sikit only right???!!

Today quiz, i answered 5 question only, 5 is the minimum requirement to pass the exam. I actually did 6, but i was not sure whether it's correct or wrong, so i rubbed it..and finally i passed...i don't trust my luck, so i rubbed it..This incident again warns me to be hardworking a bit instead of guessing answer in the exam..i never get it correct!ok...fine!
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too many incidents!
please send me some luck GOD!!

you like rose?

hapy go lucky...=)

my lovely hair

should i cut my hair?
I love my hair so much..
I sayang my hair almost 24hours as long as i am awake..
I think all of my friends know it..
touch my hair nonstop in the class..but not when i am eating lah XD
i like my straight hair without straightening..
But there was an incident!
I love to do some gila hairstyle like dye my hair into blue..this damages my hair a lot..

Incident:
i make a AUNTY curl..and it was in black! super aunty
then i have to make it straight by straightening again cos cant tahan already..it's too messy!!
Then i dye it choco again...all these happened in just 3months.
can you imagine?

My hair now is totally broken! wow...
I can't handle it anymore...
frizzy hair, dry and damaged...
no shampoo and conditioner can cure..
haiz...
what to do? addicted in cutting down those breaking hair-end everyday...like a "自闭"person (by teejinkeat, cheap keat)
haiz...should i cut it short? or continue slowly treat it? cut the hair-end with patient and talk with it?

I miss you

I miss you mom.
I hear your voice from heart asking me to go back to you..
I know you are worried about me..
I will take k of myself..
I know there is tough change in our family now, i always stand by you..
I support you..
I know you need someone to talk, I will try to call you..but i couldn't stop my tear from falling when i talk with you..
This is because..
I MISS YOU MOM!!

I seldom take photo with you... 

Tear drops when i am writing this...=(

04062011

I am so lazy to think of the title of the blog post..hihi!
Yesterday i spent my whole day in the lab, struggled hard for the thesis.
It was so tension! a very bad stressed day of the week.
I never take a fresh and relaxing breath for 8months already, what to do?
not a happy post again, sorry..

At last, i went back to supermarket to buy a box of ice cream.
Eating sweet ice cream or choco can make me happy, but not in germany!
I am still not satisfied with the sweetness, I need something stronger-----alcohol!
Well, i didn't purposely buy alcohol to drink, but it's birthday gift from Liklen to my hubby.
5,2Percent of alcohol, mean nothing for u right? haha
I easily get red red face with alcohol. just a little is enough to make it like a red paprika!hoho...
Then i shout and sing..
and sleep~~~

A conclusion is: Alcohol keep me fresh and clear-headed.( as i can still see the lyric and sing nicely =.=) So don't take in anymore especially when i am tension! No use...haiz

before

after (** my face is not oily, but it's oily due to lotion =P)

29052011

today is a wasted day.
I wasted my time in watching drama introduced by Dratthenez tan!
I didn't study at all..
I forgot there is a laboratory work on tuesday, i didn't make any preparation for it!
I watched drama nonstop for these few days, totally wasting my time!!shit!
I can't sleep for few days, this make me more and more tired, and don't have energy to do anything..
Insomnia...I HATE YOU!!!
So i have few pimples on my face and small panda eyes! Don't you think panda has big eyes? but mine is small~~ so it's worst! =(
let me show you now..ngek ngek ngek

act cute when i am still young..<3

I don't know to wink wink, consider passed? *kitty eyes*

draw a LOVE using lipstick..just to cover my pimple =(

spot my pimple..=(

ugly love shape, but i likie...notice my Love shaped ear ring? from my hubby..=)

I purposely make up for fun because it's stressed of study.

I am using purple eyeshadow, can u see it? it's very hard to draw with purple, so i tried..hihi

First time using volume mascara, so thick! but still my eyelashes didn't curled up FML

I use only a 1 fake eyelash,cut it into 2 and stick at the end of my eyes, not purposely, but i am lazy to find a pair of it, this is the used eyelash where i throw on the table last time..haha..

I didnt use foundation or bb cream, so u can see the redness at my nose...haiz, i don't know what to do with this..

a simple lip gloss and draw a love shape, done!

The panda eyes still can be seen clearly and also the spots, redness and small little pimples (sound cute? girrrrr)

 This is my sunday of MAY..

mummy, happy birthday!! Sorry for no study hard..I will try my best!!

hot!!

The weather here is getting hot..
20++ degree Celsius.
But still i am wearing jacket all the time because of the wind..
I seldom feel cold, even i was in malaysia..
I must sleep with blanket..no matter it's afternoon nap or night long rest..
I am afraid of cold..not that i am easy to get sick like flu or fever...just that i don't like the feeling of hair stand on end ( wearing a jacket in cinema is a MUST for me)
recall back: I forgot to bring jacket to midvalley for a movie, and i bought a jacket straight away just to avoid coldness...(waste money *slap slap*)

In contrast, i love singlet and spaghetti string top and also short skirt or pant!
that's y need to keep fit..=.=
I guess malaysia's weather is xtremely hot now right?
i miss the weather...( guess u r scolding me stupid or idiot)
at least i can wear my favourite clothes..
no matter how hot or cold it is, i need to struggle for my exam and thesis..ga yao ah!!!!
I have a illness recently ---- i am afraid of biting food, especially hard ones..i am afraid of biting my own mouth and the sound is so frightening, bad experience that give a excuse to stop eating for few days ( keep fit)
no choco no ice cream no keropok no meat for these few days..Just FEW days..ngek ngek...

好想

好想回家，有家归不得
好想天天早上有我最爱的早餐，天天啃cornflakes
好想看见妈妈，webcam用不着
好想睡觉，天天烦恼又失眠
好想大声说话，隔壁都有人住
好想驾驾车，lisence都没带来
好想去血拼，没钱啦
好想好想给自己懒惰的空间。。。