silence

Do you ever face such condition? There is nothing but silence between you and him/her.
You start to dig your brain to create some topics to talk.
You hope there is something happen to destroy the silence.
and then, you hope someone appear now.

Both of you can feel each other's heartbeat.
You can hear very little noise around you.
But still that is non-affected noise.
The feel of worrying and anxious is still there.
You are worried of what she/he thinks about you.
You are praying for time's flying.

This happened because you are not close to her/him but yet you care for her/him.
If you no longer care, you will just walk away or talk more bullshit without considering her/his feeling.
If you are close with her/him, you can just speak out anything you want, or even a very little stupid thing. No shame!
I am talkative. But, sometimes i do face this condition. And i will start thinking, Do i want to know you more deeper? or it's just enough for now?
If i want it to be close, I will try my best to talk! of course the person's response is important. It shows their willingness.
There is no sound with one hand clapping.(一只手拍不响)