I am tired

I am tired of communicating with people.
Even though you don't mean like this, others like to assume..
U have to face them.
You have to talk to them.

But what if they don't want to talk with you?
need to beg on them?
I am tired of planning stuff.
What for u put so much of effort?
What for you treat people sincerely?
NO USE!!!!

They will only think you are fake and do everything to just make others happy.
What for you keep explaining and care?
Nobody will see you.
Although u did nothing wrong?
although you have apologised?
Although you didn't take any advantage from them?
NO USE!!!

When they get nothing, they will blame you.
tired of socialise..
but tired of being alone too...
what shall i do?

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